Democratic socialist communist propaganda has taught you your true love is not yourself. They want you to love your master more than yourself. This is how they control you. All your depression and suicidal tendency is a 666 mission from hell. Truly love yourself and believe in true love for yourself and understand winning doesn't matter is your key to freedom. Your mind is under control. You can free yourself. Break free from all technology and your TV. Your mind control is self induced by pushing power on.
That is all.